MISSING HIM BADLY BUT CAN'T FIND HIM ANYWHERE

Friday is here again. Never realize how fast the time flies, ain’t it? Listening to ‘Merindukanmu’ by D’Masiv whilst typing this. Yes. I’m missing someone. I miss him especially at the end of the month when I would come over and handover the monthly ‘allowance’ to Mom. I miss him on Friday when he would call me as early as 8:30 a.m. and ask whether I’m coming for dinner or not. I miss to sit next to him when we were having dinner together and he would force me to top up my rice till 3 times! Therefore, look at my size is a living proof! =D

Two more months, it will be the 1st anniversary. We have gone thru a year without him. Despite my big size laughter and super wide joker smile, I’m still in agony. Frankly speaking, I never reveal it to anyone, except this blog. Am crying while typing this, again. I am so fragile when I think about him. He was my best friend and we were always being there for each other. There would be a time when I couldn’t hold it anymore, I would press his handphone number just to console this broken heart. Eventhough it is just ‘toot toot toot’ (DIALING SOUND) but the toots relieve my pain in its own way.

Recently, I'm attached to this TV3, ‘Epilog Syurga Cinta’. I think God knows how much I miss him so He asked Bob Lokman to act because he resembles my daddy. They way he sits, he talks, he walks and jokes is so my dad, so much.

Have never thought that he left us this soon .........

Dear Jesus, thanks for lending daddy to us. Memories that we share will always be cherished forever. Please take care of him,....Will You?. Thanks. *wink*




“Dengarkan aku…. Ku merindukanmu” (Listen to me, I am missing you), Daddy……


With Love,

TAROT CAFE - NICE PLACE TO EAT BUT HATE MY PICS QUALITY

Went to Tarot Cafe at Jalan Keretapi with my SIL.

We were lucky because we went there during working days and the cafe was full with housewives gossiping with their friends. Haha! Serious. There were around 15-20 people accommodating the place but only 3 guys were spotted sitting outside smoking. The rest, hail to the Queens!

This cafe was here for more than a year ago but I only had my golden chance to sample the dishes there few days ago. Initially, I told hubby that (thru a blog) there is Tarot Card reading service available and patrons may try by just paying RM30 and bla bla. When I said 'Tarot' he thought it was a taboo so he scolded me and refused to go there. Whenever we pass by the place at night, I will point to him and say, "See? So many people there... having fun sipping mocktails with friends" but he quickly outwits me and says, "Tarot.. ridiculous, Jesus non-believer..." :p. Lame. Yes, that's my hubby.

To cut the crap short, let me show you what did I try at Tarot. We start with; before that, let me ask for forgiveness. My pictures are all in bad quality. I miss my Sony Ericsson G900, the 5 megapixels camera phone never failed me. A new phone? Yes, I am now using Blackberry Curve. I'm a BB user! lol. *acting stupid*


Presenting the menu book. We took nearly 5 minutes to decide what to eat and drink. Everything sounds/looks so nice in the menu!!!!!


Very refreshing! Just pour in Coke, pop in few slices of lemon and top it with vanilla ice-cream. Oh, I'm in 7th heaven!


My 2nd drink. Yes. My second drink. I was thirsty like a camel. It's nothing weird. Nice lemon tea, the tea is quite 'thick'.


The appetizer. Nothing much to rave about this toast except the crunchiness that leads me crazy. Thanks to the swipe of butter, it makes the cucumber and lettuce taste nicer.


The most awaited dish. The moment of truth. OMG. Hefty amount of Nasi Lemak with Ayam Masak Merah. One plateful of divinity. Everything is so freshly crunchy. The cucumber and fried anchovies. The sambal is very mild. Mind the 'keropok' appearance. Since everyone now can afford the Air Asia tickets to Indonesia, as long as there is a considered Malay food must be accomplish with keropok. So typical. I have been to many halal food outlets out there run by Chinese proprietors, whenever they have Nasi Goreng or Nasi Lemak this type of 'Keropok Sayur' will parade themselves on the plate. Tell you what, the right type of Keropok is actually Keropok Melinjo.

Back to the topic. Excuse me. Tarot Cafe, I would give them 4 stars for their reasonable price, fast service, cleanliness and the deliciousness of their dishes. Oh, you will get your eyes crossed to see the varieties of their mocktails and beverages.


With Love,

SLOW PRODUCTIVE MONDAY, SO DOES THIS ENTRY

My lovely Sunday morning was gorgeous. When I woke up, I could smell the aroma of fried rice. I quickly took my towel and rushed to the bathroom. Normally, I am the weekend's Chef but this time, I knew it wasn't my MIL's usual cooking. When I entered the kitchen, "Good morning!!!!!" Hubby greeted me. He cooked Nasi Goreng Belacan!! OMG OMG my fav! I knew it! I knew it wasn't her Mom who cooked it. I can just tell by one sniff!


A descent but very aromatic and delicious. Thanks love! I had 2 plates with hot black coffee to wash 'em down.


OK. To show my appreciation, I cooked his favourite 'Sambal Sardin' (Sardines in Sambal gravy) for lunch. Mild in spiciness but really 'kaw' and its best partner is Omellette. Yummy. Later, in the evening we went to Kopitiam No. 6 for our tea time. I captured Gabby's picture, love it.


...... figuring how's her future like, perhaps?


With Love,

VICKS NOSTRIL STICK IS SO ADDICTIVE!

You might think that I am crazy but I do love to sniff it. It all started with a recent cold. Actually, I feel that I love the smells of petrol, Dettol, kerosene and other stimulating smell. Don't get me wrong, I don't like to sniff glue.

I know it is not good for my health but the sinful, calming feeling could not stop me from doing it more and more. LoL. Ewww.. I sound so scary now, don't I??

On the brighter side, I sniff the stick to clear my blocked nostril during cold, which is good. I don’t experience stuffed lung (breathing problem, chest pain when breathing) everytime I ascend the staircase as I’m asthmatic, it is the hardest job to do, haha. So, it helps a lot when l lesser the usage of my inhaler (drug). Unfortunately, the stick becomes my special type of drug now, sort of since it is very addictive to sniff. It's not a cute thing to do.

This is cute. *bragging* Haha!

This is NOT CUTE. I repeat NOT CUTE AT ALL!! My addiction is up to this level, I tell you. Oh yes, the stick's minty aroma was almost gone so that is why I stuck the thing to my nosel. Haha.

Don't worry pals, I'm still under control.

With Love,

FAKE GREEN PEAS (KACANG HIJAU)

I believe that many of our Muslim friends have started buying cakes, sweets and other titbits to be served during Hari Raya. Not forgetting those nuts like Pistachios, cashew nuts and green peas. Talking about the green peas, I received and email from my friend regarding the 'fake' green peas. Aiyoyo amma!! I thought that people in China can only imitate electronic devices and garments but green peas too???

Green peas are green rounded pea seeds that are sweet and starchy in taste. Green peas contains twice the protein of most vegetable, so they are a healthier substitute for meat. Three quarters cup of peas provides 6 grams of protein, plus thiamine, riboflavin, niacin, calcium, iron, phosphorus, potassium and 645 units of vitamin A.

Unfortunately most of food industries in developing nations cheating the customers with fake greens peas which are prepared from toxic chemicals (dyes). These industries preparing the green peas form brown peas (cheaper) by soaking them in dye solution for overnight.

All these chemicals have been banned by US food and drug administration in 1974 itself. Frequent consumption of fake green peas leads to colon and bladder cancer. All these fake green peas banned in US, Canada, all European countries and other developed countries.

Identification of fake green peas:

1. Put the peas in boil water for 30 seconds, water turns to green color.

2. After consumption check your tongue to observe green color stains and light bitter in taste.

Symptoms:

1. Stomach irritation, pain or acidity.

2. Urine turns to light green color.

3. Mild head ache.

Therefore, I suggest that everytime we eat the dried peas, don't chew them first. Let them sit on our tongues for a couple of minutes. If our tongues turn green then that's it. Green dye is involved.

For more info, you may read the articles regarding the fake peas here:

http://www.chinadaily.com.cn/china/2010-03/31/content_9664992.htm

http://foodsafety.suencs.com/?p=10647




With Love,

EXTRA! EXTRA! SPICY NASI LEMAK, OH, IT IS CHEAP TOO!

So far, this is the spiciest Nasi Lemak I've ever tasted in my life!  It's like having a tree of chillies and then your lips will go plumpy like Anita Sarawak after having a packet of it.

Nope. I don't sell it. Hubby bought it for me from a kuih vendor at Kenyalang, next to the new Toto Foodcourt (Previously, it was a TOTO 4D parlour). The lady seller has been selling the kuihs there for more than a decade.

It's very rare nowadays to find a cheap packet of Nasi Lemak.  I am satisfied with the amount of rice with that price.  =D.  I don't mind if it doesn't wrapped in banana leave of the brown paper, as long as the sambal gives me a 'kick'!!

Plus the super-duper hot and spicy chillies sambal tumis.  Every scoop of it comes with divinity.  I always buy two packets, hehe.


With Love,

COUSIN'S WEDDING AND GOLDEN EYESHADOW, WHHEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My cousin, Clarence wedded Rin last week on 7th August. Congratulations to both of them. This sweet couple met 2 years ago - she was introduced by his friend. *sweet* Can't believe that my baby cousin, who used to run and play around with my brother is now a married Man. How time flies and yes, a sign that am getting older too! Haha.

To celebrate the golden night, I wore golden brown tone makeups. Sorry no fake lashes, I guess it is very common to wear thick fake lashes when attending function so I just let some she-males other girls that nite wore them. Haha.

Oh, sorry for the pic's bad quality. I used my handphone to snap it!




With Love,

EDUCATIONAL VISIT TO MY BLOGGING SANCTUARY =D

Second day of Puasa. Everyone has gone home. Grrr.... I'm left alone, waiting for Shrek to fetch me up at 5:45 p.m. Yes! 5:45 p.m.!! What am I gonna do next? Yeah, play Age of Empires? LoL. CooL.

OK, children, now I'm gonna take you out for educational tour to my - office desktop Blogging Sanctuary, yayy!!!. It is my sacred place where most of the times, I do my blogging activity here.


Cool ain't it? Oh please ignore the glowing screen with YouTube still on.....


The best medium and the best spot to do blogging. Here, I am sitting with my assistant so there are two of us, alone in our own space. =D


Some people say that when you're alone at your workplace you will easily get sleepy. I admit it so that is why I always carry this lil fellow around. Sniff sniff and I'm back on the track.

Speaking of getting back on the track, Bung Mokhtar is finally a free poligamous man today, Yayyyy!!!

Awwwwhhh.. Look at his tears of joy. Selamat berpuasa Bung! Hik..hik....

With Love,

HAPPY FASTING MONTH!

Selamat Berpuasa

to all my Muslim friends and family members (my aunty Rosita and family, my cousins, Boy, Bibi and Dedek), my dear Boss etc...

We love this month because this is the month where I can take my 'rest' from cooking, but NOT for EVERYDAY! I love to visit the Ramadhan bazaar to find local kuih/desserts and don't forget some Umais too. To note, this is the month that I feel so sentimentally melancholy deeply missing my father, so so so very much. I miss you daddy. He loves to eat Kuih Pulut Basong (recall anyone?). Steamed sticky rice served with diluted sugar and grated coconut. Sounds like divinity.

Don't forget about me should you guys out there buying nice fluffy satay and the nice peanuty gravy for dipping. *diet*diet* Haha!!




I love all of them. Dem shoot. Whooaaaaggghhhhh...


With Love,

JUST SAY "SORRY.THANKS FOR YOUR OFFER" IF YOU CAN'T MAKE IT

OLaaaaaa!!

Golf set picture?

Yes. Hubby's golf set is on SALE. Rarely used, it was then bought in 2009. Tell you what, you will get the set that comes with a bag, few golf balls and a tee. RM500.00. Special price for Malaysia Mega Sale. +______+. So, if you're not interested please tell your friends, parents, family members or even aliens out there about it. Please contact me via this blog should there is a serious buyer available alive.

We have actually, being fraud twice last week.

First, I received an email in broken English (at least my broken English sounds, crispier) offering me for RM800.00, to send by Pos Laju to London. Then, he simply pretended to write to his Account Officer and asked him to released RM800.00 to my Maybank account. Next, he sent me email and instructed me to SEND/POST the item. The receipt/bill later, will be scanned and emailed to him. The reason given because the payment was still pending. Once they received the item, then my money will be released.

Very stupid. So so stupid. I wrote to Mudah.com and told them about it. They warned me not to post the item unless we received the money. Thanks to Mudah.com, they took action so quickly. ♥♥♥ Furiously, I wrote back to the 'buyer' and told him that I would only deal with him if he seriously wants the item. Oh yeah, told him about his broken English and it is very normal nowadays receiving spam emails from A**ican nationality just by reading the first sentence. Sounds sarcastically racist! lol. To date, I did not receive any reply from the sender. What a chicken! Burnt chicken! LoL.

Anyway, should you guys interested please, seriously, contact me via this blog. Oh yes, for customers nearby Kuching only, I can make arrangement for you guys to see the set. Thanks for viewing!



With Love,

I DID IT OR I DID NOT?

Ola!!

I actually don't like to put up my ugly pictures in my own blog. I look retard, f*t & fugly.

But I change my mind this time because when I read Mama Belian's blog, regarding her attempt to diet, I was excited! At least she has effort to do so. Recently, I tried to SKIP RICE and replaced it with noodles and bread. It went well until last few weeks. Yes. When I'm tense, I tend to eat more. I dug my old photos and compare them with my latest picture. From my face, I can see some grams have been shed away. See to prove.

I look like a Char Sio Bao.



Round tummy. Hate it.



Oh, yeah, just cut my hair. See that curl? Haha.


Karen and I at the Waterfront. Ignore the balloons. Haha.





Last week. I've got CHIN!! Can you see my CHIN!!!! Yahoooo! Eh, my face looks longer now, hahahaa.....

Sadly, it seems that my mission is drifting away from me.... I start back to enjoy cooking and baking. DUH! *cross fingers* I wanna look less fatter (haha!!) on Daddy's 1st death anniversary in October. I.am.working.hard.now. Bad devil, please forget your intention to drag me, lol.

I don't know how am I gonna do it but I will surely do something! Pray for me!!


With Love,

PLEASE BACK OFF!

Recently, I receive a lot of comments in Chinese characters inside my blog. Since I can't read them, I just delete them all. Well, fair enough because they are all spammers, and sometimes the comment s would lead to some ridiculous websites. What? To put words verifications? Yes. I did, I did but it is still happening too. I'm hoping to receive many comments, dying to see some real comments from real people out there, reciprocating with my blog. I welcome everyone with my open arms. *hugs.

I know my blog isn't popular as Kenny Sia's or Huai Bin's but it is good enough as a medium for me to loosen my tense after working the whole day. Personal attacks? Hmmm... so far I've ever received one or two like that so that doesn't bother me much. I just regard them - as a barking dog upon seeing the full moon. Not howling. It's barking, ruff ruff!!

OK. Time to sign off. Need to wash my hair. +_+

With Love,

ARRGGHH... LAZY FAT BUM!!

Ola! This morning was damn cold. Brrr.. hehehe.. (like the Coke's ads) Brrrr!!!!!!!! Therefore, I felt like lazing around, refused to go to work. +_+ . I love cold weather, imagining myself slurping a bowl of hot meat porridge.

Wake up! Work is work. No wonder you are a lazy bum Mizz Coki, no wonder you are a big butt extra large wonder woman.

Heyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not that bigggg... +_+ . There is someone is bigger than me, way far bigger than me.

Huhu.

See? How many handbags, belts, wallets, purses, shoes etc this buddy can produce?

O_0 * Gulp.

For more stories, read here <<<

With Love,

WHAT ABOUT SIZE 10?

Haha.. I'm size 10 women. When reading back all the criterias I guess I'm in the group. Yes, who am I to judge myself (my heart says so). Very interesting info to share. Oh, born with size 10 itself had given me big trouble finding a suitable pair of shoes for myself. Pffftt....!!

Extra info:
Gabby (9 yrs ++) size: 7 women
Papa (36 yrs) size: 10 or 11 men

WOW!!!

Gigantic family eh.

With Love,

KD SMOOCHED RL, MWAHHHHHSSS!

Can't get enough of her lips...

One thing that matters, one thing that always tickles my mind whenever I see Asians kissing. The suck each other lips like sucking straw. Wrong technique. Haha. Watch Indonesia & Hindi movies, you will understand me. Why can't they perfectly kiss like in those Hollywood movies? Damn.

KD and her sister, Yuni Shara

See how Raul Lemos and Kris Dayanti do it? It's like, "come to Papa.. mooch mooch.." style. Ewww... Dato' Siti Nurhaliza who is a good friend of Kris Dayanti already commented in the news that Kris Dayanti (KD) has done it inappropriately in public. So does KD's sister, Yuni Shara who regretted to see the act during a press conference recently.


... +_+, poor Bu Atha (Silvalay Noor Athalia), I agree with her. Currently, Raul - Atha are still married, legally. Obviously it makes KD now a total bi**h. Totally.

I wonder how Anang and their kids would react?


With Love,